Tuesday, July 20, 2004
shes at the bottom again
she wants out but
she cant get a grip of anything,
the ladders wet
she keeps sliping everytime she gets near the top,
she wants to give up but theres so many things around her reminding her that she cant,
and all she wants is someone to hold her in her time of need,
a friend,
she wants him to make her happy!
but no ones around,
they dont care,
shes fallen again shes at the bottom waiting for a hand to help her of the ground,
theres a man hes staring with those hungry eyes,
she knows hes staring
she wonders if hes there to help,
he confronts her and he's so sweet,
shes had people like him come before,
not to help, just for there own sexual needs,
shes unsure if she should grab his hand,
shes afriad hes just looking for sex,
she grabs his hand!
hes so sweet
shes afraid hes just another man in need
she has so much hate she has so much pain
he can only make things worse,
there already half way to the top
shes so scared that he will just cause her pain,
shes afraid she will fall from the top,
so she lets go,
shed rather stay down then go through the pain,
she wonders if he could have rescued her
but its to late
she wont go back to him
shes left to wonder on her own
what could have been, should it have been?
she crys
she knows she can never climb those stairs alone
but she dosent want to fall!
shes so weak, shes so weak,
she wont even try to be happy,
she wont take a chance on falling...shes too weak!!!!
p.s. if anyone actually reads this stuff tell me what you think!
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