Czechdiamond

Friday, May 12, 2006

Its to damn early to be up...But im up...! I really should go to bed so i can be awake tonight but i cant and i dont know why!?! Atleast i had a nice wake up call from Chris this morning! I LOVE HIM!.....i guess sometime i question is it going to work because im scared....sometimes i want to run....but i wont let myself because i know i love him, and i know ive been hurt and im just scared of getting hurt again! He's so inexperinced with relationships im afraid that im going to be head over heals in love and he's going to get side tracked with some other broad in the future!! I Guess i should really try not to worry so much....its like a disease.....worries worries worries! I love him and i know it so ill pull through the worries and take the chance...."Its greater to have love and lost, then to have never loved at all!" My favorite saying!

Crystal @ 7:26 AM | comment