Czechdiamond: January 2005

Czechdiamond

Thursday, January 20, 2005

yep havent written in here, in a while.......damn this year was suppose to be tight.....i was looking forward to it so much! but its a bunch of bullshit so far....i hate this shit....!!! the first day of the new yr. started out bad.....my boyfriend hadnt called me or nothin....we hadnt talked in idk how long, then i got so fucked up that night and i came home like that and was pukeing everywere.....got bitched at from my parents for that, grounded for like 2 day's (not that big of the deal mostly just the bitching, telling me im worthless) then my boyfriend say's he need's a break.....we havent talked since......lost a friend.....i got mono....fought with my best friend so many times....bought weed but havent even gotten high yet.......and now this bullshit, w/ this bitch kerri.... and im gettin shit from my parent's for it "crystal your suppose to be better then that" "crystal your suppose to be perfect" "crystal what are you retarted?" "stupid crystal" damn im so sick of this shit......there actin like it was all my fuckin fault damn....i need some pain killer's!! fuck this shit......i hate 05!! and it aint even been a month! i just know this yr. is going to be bad! i wish i could just leave!!!! damn i want to get away from cypress....this place can suck a dick!! damn i hate it!!

Crystal @ 3:55 PM | comment