Sunday, November 28, 2004
so things are going smoothly atm! ive quite all my lil habits for a while atleast, for a while it seemed like i was going down the wrong rode! and im glad to say i have so many people that love me that will help me of the rode i was on! My sister, my mom, and most of all my best friend PEGGY SUE! my mom suggested that maybey we could start going to church she's so supportive, so for the last two weekends weve been going to church! so maybey i can get back to believing in things ive been questioning for so long! Dont get me wrong the past month was absolutley horrible for me i cryed more then i ever have before, and things kept getting worse, making me want something that im suppose to be quiting badly, but im strong enough and i dont need it! i got through it all and i wont dwell on the past! And im glad to say to add to my new happiness is my wonderfull boyfriend Derik! He's so great and there's so many times he could have just taken advantage of me but he cares enough that he wants me to respect my self! Its amazing cause no guy has ever respected me in that way! And ive know him for 3 years and ive known of him for 6, and he's cared for me since he ment me freshman year but i dont know i wasnt ready, but im glad we dint hook up then cause we might not be together right now! i probl. sound extremly corny right now, but i never get the good guy, i never make the right choice and i havent been happy for a long time so i think its my turn to brag! lol! he's going to windfern next year and graduating early! which i want to do but this summer when i move out ill probl. be moving in with peggy and lisa i dont think would allow me to go to windfern! and i could move in w/ jess. but i dont think that would be fear to peggy! and besides we might be in with her dad, he lives next to dallas! which im not sure how that's going to go cause i dont really want to leave derick but we'll just see how things go, he loves traveling too, so maybey we will just go travel together, or move to cali! im so unsure of what im doing and i have so little time i leave a lil after june 3rd! its seems so far away but its going to go by so fast! well thats enough of my babbles for now!!
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