Czechdiamond

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

so ive been good i suppose...brady got mad at me, and i got really depressed but were over it now! its so hard to talk to him cause everytime he tell's me to call and i do hes out w/ friends and its to noisy to talk! but whatever!

i really really dont want to be in school, its so funny how my opinions changed when i first was in highschool i was all school spirit and loved the people and of course i was in the drama but i hated to work and the teacher's etc.. and now its the totall opisite not that i love the work or the teacher's just i dont mind that stuff, but i hate the people and im not at all school spirited, i just hate the crowded halls the horny boy's the imaturity, the whole thing just disgust me! and its not like i go to school to see anybody cause almost everyone i hang with are out of highschool! grr... the gayness!!

Jess. is scaring me so bad, she's starting to get fucked up everyday and doing coke and bars....and the worst part of me worring is i cant tell her anything about it or warn her cause i know if i was given a drug i would take it too....and i am going to try a whole bunch of shit too...but its diff. cause its not me that's doing it's her and i dont want her to scru up she has so much shit going for her i atleast would rather be there with her so i could watch out for her...its just fuckin scaring me! exspecially since the fuckin 3 people got killed yeah she's hanging out with all those people that were there and friends with all them! nicky and all them want me to come hang out with them but as much as i want to im afraid if i start hanging out with them even if it was just to watch jess's back i would get caught up in the shit too! i dont know we will just see what happens!!

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