Czechdiamond

Monday, September 13, 2004

i was fucked up this whole weekend, i had fun but i was soo gone! and i know this is going to be long so dont read it if you dont give a shit l.o.l im personally just writting cause im babysitting and bored as hell!

Friday- dylan picked me up with peggy, (dylon is a friend of jose and jose is ashley's boyfriend and ashley is peggy's sister which leads to me being peggys best friend, dylon and peggy are kinda hookin up) we went over to jose's house, he was having a get together type thing there, it was ok! i almost kicked jose's ass at pool but i dint call the 8 ball so i lost! some guy daniel was there not to intresting, we went to sub-way, i wasnt hungry as usuall, came back started drinking, there was nothing to do, so i called jessica she was already fuckin high as hell, then i called logon, who was at work, then turned his phone off so he dint have to talk to me! bastard! lol j/k you know i luv ya! then right after i got off the phone some crazy ass guy, named brady and chris came over, i heard alot of shit about the crazy stuff brady does, but hes cool! i was kinda quite the whole night we watched some comedy shit that i wasnt too inrested in, went down stair's talked a bit, then brady and chris and dylon came down and dylon was fuckin drunk at this time and brady and dylon start fighting, dylon slammed brady down right next to the this fuckin glass coffee table , brady knocked the shit out of him and he as all bleading and he went to the bathroom and then came back out and all went back at brady and they knoked down the speaker, brady got him in the arm lock and asked him if he was gonna give up and calm down he kept flickin him off and trying to get brady on the ground, it was so horrible, it ended when they fail and chris had to jump and grab them and ended up on the bottom so they wouldnt break the glass coffee table! it was so horrible! i cant stand watching fight's, i seriously wanted to cry, (they had fun picking on me for getting so upset about it) lol but yeah brady got over it in like 10 seconds cause theyve known each other to long to get upset about it they left and, dylon and peggy got in a fight i went out side and then ashley and jose came out and talked to me! then we left at 2:00 and went to bed!

saturday- was a bit more intresting i woke up 6 in the morning, lisa (peggy's mom) made me breakfast woke peggy up to go get some stuff for breakfast from the store, took like an hour figuring out what we were wearing, went to my brother and soon to be sister-in-laws house(chris and donna) and talked to them for a while, they wanted us to go out with them to katy to a party but we dint want to drive that far, went back home all of rocky's friends were there smoking, (rocky is peggy's bro.) so me and peggy got high, and i got so fucked up, but i warned her i get so stupid...while i was in lala land we went to steven's (peg's other brother) pool party they rented the rec. it was fun but we left there to go get some energy pill's and go out with dylon and brady, went to there apartment, swim for a while started to talk to brady he said i was to quite but yeah i think it was cause i was getting off my high but yeah they were being stupid jumping off the waterfall playing slip in slide on the grass, then we played the thing were you try to knock the other person of the guys shoulder ofcourse brady was my partner and me and peggy coulnt knock one another off so i gave up, we went to the hot tub and then me and brady started talking a bit more then these hot guys came over but i dint like them there those conceded mother fuckers and they started talking to us and brady was like those mother fuckers need to leave, and was saying it right in front of them so i told him lets go back to the pool so he wont get in a fight we went back and talked about alot of shit, i really felt comftorable talking to him and we talked about are realationship's in the past and i told him that i just wont let my self trust guys and he told me hes cheated once, i told him how i wont break up with a guy for kissing or making out with a girl, i will he has sex with her though, he said i should even if he just kissed her, said i deserved better then that! hes going to the navy :(and that's why hes not with anyone cause no one wants to be with someone that's leaving and he said he woulnt mind being with someone he could trust, i should have said you can trust me! lol j/k it was such a suprise cause he's like one of those bad ass guys so when i was talking to him i wasnt expecting to hear what i was hearing! hes like got this hard ass image outside and when it comes to girl's he's so soft lol .....peggy dosent want me to get involved with him though she says hes a cool friend but a huge player, and if i start having feeling for him i got to stop talking to him! shes afraid im gonna get hurt! i dont think hes that bad! but im still wondering if i should stop thinking about it find someone else that dosent have a record of cheating! the probl. is i never can find anyone that i feel this way abou and it be a normall relationship! and there's only been 2 other guys that i get this feeling about! i dont know!?!?!?!

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