Czechdiamond

Friday, September 10, 2004

All the things i do to try to forget you, all the things i shoulnt, hoping to feel the way i do about you, wishing to move on and get past this obssession! they never help, they never mean anything, just another thing to add to the list of wrongs! only you have this unwilling power over me to make me do whatever you please! ive never ment anyone like you, your somthing wonderfull, i cant explain it! after weeks of not seeing you, and me knowing you dont care, we run into one another and you always seem to say just the right things to make me fall to my knees in wonder! i love you but i wont show it, im your bitch, but you dont know it! im sarcastic and i pretend i dont care, to hide all the feeling's i feel for you! i dont think you would ever hurt me on purpose, but i know the possibility's there thats why i never let you know exactly how i feel, cause i know all the tears i would cry if i had you and you let me go, but i want to spill everything to you, just to know the truth, and if you really loved me and then you let me go, as much pain as i would be in, i would rather that you'd had hold me in your arms one time rather then none! but i still were the mask that hides these true feeling's, but the mask is getting old and its starting to tear, things are stating to slip i try to cover them up, but im araid youll see through it! im weakining and i hope you dont know it! i wish this feeling would be done with and i wish you would come for me, and love me! i just want you to care! wont you please, fullfill my dreams and come back to me, hold me under the stars and whisper sweet little things, give me this one chance to prove my love to you!

behind the mask that everyone wears there's always more to there story, there's more tell then you could imagine!

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